Billy the Cat

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Billy had no name when he first smelled the world.

For him, it all began in darkness: in a roughly hewn wooden box that tasted of resin, old straw, and salt. The boards weren't airtight, and cold air seeped through the cracks, along with the thumping of footsteps, the screeching of seagulls, and the distant shouts of men. Somewhere ropes creaked. Metal clanged against metal. The floor vibrated as if the world itself were breathing.

He was so small his paws could barely pry the straw apart. A few hours earlier—or perhaps days, he couldn't know—someone had put him in, closed the box, and carried him away. Billy only remembered hurried hands, the smell of sweat and tobacco, and the brief, bright patch of sky before the boards snapped shut again.

Then came the sea.

The crate rocked, slid, and bumped against other crates. Every time the ship plunged into a wave, it was as if Billy's stomach was being pulled down into the depths. The salt seeped through every crack. Sometimes he heard water splashing as a leak dripped somewhere. Sometimes it was silent, then again voices roared. And always that deep, relentless creaking, as if the wood of the ship were complaining.

Billy meowed, first softly, then hoarsely. He scratched at the boards until his claws were sore. Eventually, he curled up and waited. He was hungry, thirsty, and afraid—and yet, somewhere deep inside him, a small, hard flame remained: a will not to simply give up.

On the third day—or the tenth—something changed. Footsteps came closer, differently than before. Not hasty, not rough. Slowly. Searching.

A sliver of light filtered through the cracks as someone carried a lantern past. Then hands were placed on the box, firm but careful. Someone tapped against it, as if trying to hear what was inside.

"What do we have here?" murmured a voice. An accent Billy couldn't place, soft and lilting at the ends of the words.

The lid creaked. Light flooded in. Billy blinked, his vision blurred by the darkness. Then he saw a face: young, freckled, with red hair peeking out from under a worn cap. The man's eyes were bright and attentive.

“Holy Mother…” he whispered. “A kitten.”

Billy hissed weakly, more out of reflex than courage.

The young man chuckled softly. “It’s alright, little one. I won’t hurt you.” He reached into his jacket and pulled out a piece of fabric—a red woolen scarf that gave off a warm, familiar scent, as if it had been against a body for a long time. He wrapped Billy in it, not tightly, but gently, like a hug. The cold immediately subsided.

"You're shaking like a leaf." The man picked him up as if Billy were something precious. "You need warmth. And a name."

Billy could feel the stranger's heartbeat through the cloth. A calm rhythm that told him: Here you are safe.

“Billy,” the man said suddenly, as if it were the most natural thing in the world. “Billy suits you.”

And so, a kitten in a wooden box became Billy.

The young Irishman's name was Seamus O'Riley. He wasn't rich, he wasn't important, and he didn't have any grand plans that he voiced aloud. But he had that kind of look that people have who believe in something bigger than themselves. Sometimes he would sit on the deck, elbows on his knees, gazing into the distance as if he could already see the land still beyond the horizon.

Billy lay in his red blanket on Seamuss's lap. The blanket soon became his place, his smell, his safety. Whenever the world was too loud, Billy crawled into it. Whenever Seamus picked him up, Billy felt like he belonged to him.

When the ship finally docked and the smell of the sea was replaced by the smell of earth and dust, Seamus carried Billy ashore like a treasure. The sun was blazing. The town was full of people, horses, carts, and shouts in languages Billy had never heard. But Seamus remained calm. He talked to people, took on jobs, slept in cheap inns—and Billy was always with him.

They moved on, away from the docks, away from the narrow streets, into a land that opened up. Wide plains, grass stretching to the horizon, a sky so vast that Billy sometimes thought he could fall into it. Here the air was dry and smelled of sage and warm stone.

Seamus finally found a farm. It lay secluded, a few wooden buildings, a barn, stables, a pasture, a well. Horses stood there, strong and restless. A man with a weather-beaten face looked Seamus up and down.

"You want a job?" the man asked.

“Yes, sir,” said Seamus. “I know how to handle horses. I’m a hard worker. I don’t stay sick for long.”

The man spat in the dust, considered. Then he nodded. "Stable boy. Room and board provided. If you prove yourself, you'll get paid."

Seamus smiled, and in that moment Billy knew: This was home. At least for a while.

Billy grew up on the farm like a child raised among animals and people, absorbing aspects of both. He hunted mice in the barn and learned that patience is key to success. He lay in the sun on the woodpile, listening to the horses snort and paw the ground. He watched the men's hands as they pulled saddles, tightened straps, and tied knots.

Seamus worked hard. He got up early, led horses to the water, repaired fences, and rode out to collect stray animals. And Billy was often with him – first as a small bundle of fur wrapped in the red cloth, later with his own paws, darting across the dust and grass.

It didn't take long for Seamus to realize that Billy wasn't just an ordinary cat. The little guy was observant. He didn't just watch—he remembered. When Seamus threw a lasso, Billy followed the trajectory of the noose with his eyes, as if trying to understand how it worked. When Seamus practiced shooting cans with the revolver, Billy didn't flinch like other animals. He just blinked, as if to say, "Aha. That's how it sounds."

"You're a strange fellow," Seamus once said, scratching Billy behind the ears. "A cowboy cat, eh?"

Billy purred.

The landowner, Mr. Hargrove, laughed when he saw Billy balancing on a fence post as if it were a game. "That cat has better balance than some men," he grumbled.

Billy was given small tasks, though no one called them that. He kept the barn free of vermin. He would warn with a growl when strangers came—first dogs, then people. And at night, when coyotes howled in the distance, he stayed close to the horses, as if he knew his mere presence could bring them comfort.

Seamus taught him things, half jokingly, half out of genuine joy. He tied a small piece of rope into a tiny loop and dragged it across the ground. Billy jumped for it, learning to catch the rope with his paws, to hold it, to control it. Seamus would laugh himself silly when Billy sat on the rope with a grim face, as if he'd just caught a wild calf.

Later, when Billy was bigger and stronger, he could carry a real lasso by throwing it over his shoulder like a bandit. And when Seamus stood by the fence practicing aiming with a steady hand, Billy would sit beside him, the red cloth around his neck like a scarf, and watch.

The scarf truly became his symbol. No one knew anymore where it originally came from. It was simply always there – red like the evening sun, soft like a promise.

But a farm is never just peace.

One evening, Seamus sat with Mr. Hargrove and a few men in front of the house. They were drinking and talking quietly, and Billy lay in the shade under the chair. The wind brought dust. Seamus's voice was serious.

"I can't stay here forever," he said.

Mr. Hargrove snorted. "Why not? You have a job, you have a roof over your head. What more could you want?"

Seamus gazed into the distance. "Gold. Or at least... a chance. I don't want to slave away for others my whole life."

Billy sensed a change in Seamus. A tug, like when a horse becomes restless before it bolts.

A few weeks later, the day arrived. Seamus packed his things: a small bundle, some coins, a knife, his revolver. Billy sat on the bed and watched him.

"You're staying here," Seamus said quietly, kneeling down. "You're safe here. The farm will provide for you. You're smart, Billy. You'll manage."

Billy meowed in protest, stood with his legs wide apart as if to say: I'm coming with you.

Seamus smiled sadly. "No, mate. Not this time."

He tied the red scarf neatly around Billy's neck once more, stroked his head, and held him tight. For a moment, it was as if the world fell silent.

Then Seamus left.

Billy ran after him to the fence, jumped onto the crossbeam and watched as the figure shrank until it disappeared into the dust.

Billy didn't sleep that night.

The time that followed was different. Billy stayed on the farm, yes – but something was missing. The world was once again big and cold, like the wooden box back then, only without a lid, without protection.

He continued to work, hunt, watch, live. He grew stronger. His fur shone. His eyes sharpened. And a quiet defiance grew within him: If Seamus was gone, then Billy had to become all the better. All the more vigilant. All the more capable, to be ready one day… for whatever reason.

Years passed. Billy grew into a cat who looked as if he had a story in his eyes. He wore the red bandana like a bandit. Sometimes someone would jokingly put a little hat on him – and Billy tolerated it as long as it suited him.

Then came the day when Mr. Hargrove drove into town and picked up Billy. "You need something other than mice and manure," he grumbled.

The city was louder than Billy remembered. More people, more cars, more shouting. It smelled of sweat, beer, and hot iron. Signs were everywhere. And everywhere there were eyes, watching.

The marketplace was packed. A shooting contest was underway. Bottles on a board, cans, small targets. Men stood around, showing off, laughing. A prize was held aloft: a hat, more beautiful than anything Billy had ever seen. Brown leather, a neat brim, a band.

Billy felt his ears perk up. The hat was… right. As if it had been made for him.

"Only those who hit the target win," shouted the organizer.

Mr. Hargrove snorted. "A waste of time."

But Billy couldn't take his eyes off him.

A man noticed the tomcat. “Hey, look at that! The court cat is staring at the hat as if he wants to buy it!”

Laughter.

Someone else said mockingly, "Let him shoot! Maybe he's better than you, Hank."

Even more laughter.

Billy jumped onto the board where the targets were placed and sat down, his tail still, his eyes yellow like two coins.

The organizer raised his eyebrows. "What's that all about?"

A few people whistled. Others shouted: "Go ahead!"

Mr. Hargrove wanted to bring Billy down, but Billy dodged and jumped onto a box from which the targets could be seen clearly.

And then—without anyone quite understanding how—Billy picked up a revolver. Maybe someone had put it there to laugh. Maybe a drunk had put it down. Billy grabbed it with both front paws, pulled it toward him, and adjusted it. His body was still. His gaze calm.

A shot rang out.

A can fell.

Silence. Then laughter, incredulous.

Billy shot again. And again. Every target fell as if it had no choice.

The organizer stared. "That... that can't be happening."

Someone shouted: "The cat has won!"

Mr. Hargrove stood there as if he had been punched in the face.

And Billy? Billy jumped off the box, went to the prize, sat down in front of it and waited.

The hat was placed on his head.

It was a good fit.

From that day on, everyone in the area knew a tomcat with a red bandana and hat. And whenever someone laughed and said it was just a trick, there was always someone who replied: "Go ahead and laugh. He's a better shot than you."

It was in the same city that Billy heard the rumor.

In a saloon thick with smoke, Billy stood on the bar, pretending to merely lick milk. But his ears were alert. Men were talking. And a name was mentioned.

“The Irishman,” said one. “The one with the red hair. He actually found gold.”

Billy's heart leapt.

Another one spat it out. “Didn’t keep it down for long. He was mugged on the way back. Somewhere between Red Creek and the old pass. A gang, they say. Three, four men. Maybe more.”

"Dead?" someone asked.

"Not certain. But badly damaged. And the gold is gone."

Billy didn't hear the rest. Only one sentence remained in his mind: Seamus.

Billy left the farm that night.

He didn't wait for morning. He said no goodbyes. He simply left. The red scarf was pulled tight. His hat was low over his forehead. And something burned in his chest, something stronger than fear: loyalty.

The outside world was dangerous for a cat, even a clever, strong one. But Billy had learned. He knew where to find water, where to hide, how to read sounds like tracks in the dust.

He moved from place to place, always following the rumors. Sometimes he only found more rumors. Sometimes he found problems.

In a small town whose name barely appeared on any map, a shopkeeper was robbed in broad daylight. Billy saw it. Two men, dirty faces, quick hands. People ducked. No one intervened.

But Billy jumped onto a barrel, pulled out his revolver – yes, he carried one now, in a small holster that someone had once made for him as a joke, and which later was no longer a joke – and shot.

Not to kill. To stop.

The shot hit the robber's hat and nailed it to the post behind him. The man froze as if struck by lightning. The second man stumbled because Billy's second shot ripped the ground right in front of him.

The crowd gasped. Then someone jumped forward and grabbed the men.

From then on, Billy was no longer just a curiosity. He was a sign. A rumor on four paws.

"A tomcat with a red bandana," people whispered. "He shows up when there's trouble."

Billy never stayed long. He took no reward, no praise. He only asked for an Irishman with red hair. For a robbery. For gold.

And so it went on. City after city. Bandit after bandit. Billy shot faster, moved more cleverly, learned to read people: who was lying, who was afraid, who was greedy.

And eventually, in a dusty settlement on the edge of a mountain range, he finally found a trail that didn't disappear.

An old man said: “I saw him. The Irishman. He’s still alive. He’s hiding in a hut outside. But he’s not alone. That gang… they’re holding him like bait. They’re hoping someone will come who knows about the gold. Then they’ll strike.”

Billy nodded as if he understood every word. Perhaps he didn't understand everything – but enough.

He waited until nightfall.

The cabin lay nestled among rocks, half-hidden. A small light burned. Voices murmured. Billy crept closer, so quietly that even the wind didn't betray him.

He saw two men in front of the door, rifles in their laps. They were laughing softly and drinking.

Billy pulled his hat down further and let the loop of his lasso slide over his shoulder. He wasn't human, but he had learned how to surprise humans.

He threw.

The noose flew like a snake through the darkness, wrapping itself around a guard's legs. Billy pulled with his full body weight – and the man fell, hitting the ground hard.

The second man reached for his rifle, but Billy was faster. A shot into the air—not at him, but up, as a shock. The man flinched. A second shot hit the lantern next to the door. Glass shattered. Darkness fell.

In the dark, a tomcat is king.

Billy jumped. Claws. A brief struggle. Then silence.

He pushed open the door.

Inside, it smelled of blood and sweat. And there, tied to a chair, sat Seamus.

He was thinner. His face was blue and swollen. But when he saw the red spot in the darkness, and the yellow eyes beneath it, his expression changed. First disbelief, then a smile, so small it almost hurt.

“Billy…” he whispered.

Billy jumped onto the table, purred once—briefly, as if making a promise—and began to cut the ropes. Seamus's hands trembled as they were freed.

"I should have known you would find me," he whispered.

But then there were footsteps outside. More men. Four? Five? The gang was back.

Seamus reached for the revolver lying on the table. Billy stood beside him, lasso at the ready, hat pulled low, red handkerchief like a flag.

“Together,” Seamus murmured.

And together they confronted the criminals.

The fight was fast, brutal, chaotic. Shots rang out in the dark. Wood splintered. Seamus shot as if he'd never stopped. Billy used every nook and cranny, every shadow. One man tripped over the lasso and was disarmed by Seamus. Another reached for Billy—and got claws in his face before he could even swear.

In the end, the criminals lay there bound, gasping, terrified. Seamus stood, swaying but upright. Billy sat beside him, his tail still.

Seamus lifted the bundle hidden beneath a board. Gold. Heavy, cold. But his gaze wasn't greedy. He looked at Billy.

"That's not the most important thing," he said quietly. "You are the most important thing."

Billy blinked as if to say: You finally understand.

They took the bandits to the next town. There was a sheriff there who laughed at first when he saw the cat – until Seamus explained what had happened, and the bound men had nothing left to laugh about.

The gold was returned. At least what was left.

Seamus and Billy could have continued. Searching for gold, adventures, dust. But Seamus was tired. And Billy—Billy had never sought adventures. He had only sought his human.

So they bought a farm.

Not as big as Mr. Hargrove's, but big enough. A house, a barn, a piece of land, a well. A few horses. A fence that could be repaired. A sky wide enough for peace.

Billy walked across the land, checking every corner as if to say: Yes. That's good.

Seamus retied the red cloth, neatly, just like back on the ship. "Trademark," he said with a crooked grin. "Nobody would recognize you without it."

Billy purred.

They lived peacefully—most of the time. Seamus worked, Billy kept things tidy. The mice had hard times. The horses were content. And sometimes, when the wind blew from the direction of the cities, it brought stories with it.

"There are bandits in Drywood," a traveler said one day.

Seamus looked at Billy. Billy looked back.

A glance. A nod.

“From time to time,” Seamus murmured, “it’s good to help the next town.”

And so they rode off whenever necessary: an Irishman with an old revolver and a cat with a red bandana and hat. Not because they had to. But because they could. Because they knew what it was like when nobody came.

And somewhere, in the saloons and on the dusty streets, people would tell stories about them for a long time afterward: about the Irishman who found gold and never lost it – and about Billy, the cat who once arrived on a ship in a wooden box and shot himself to death.

With a red cloth around her neck, like a small flame that never went out.